I'm not sure I have ever actually said this phrase out loud, but I have thought it thousands of times. "This was NOT the plan." As I put this phrase in print I am still struck by how odd it feels to be living the life I am, instead of the one I had envisioned. I am a 33 year old single mom to the two most beautiful boys on the planet (just a little biased) and while I am grateful for so much, I also feel deep disappointment over the loss of many dreams I had for myself and my family.
If you find yourself struggling with this same reality, I hope this blog can be a place to find refuge. In the midst of your grieving, whatever that loss may be, I pray I can bring words of support and encouragement. In a world that expects perfection, I pray my words would bring courage to be vulnerable and flawed. Steeped in a culture of "more," I pray I would open your eyes to the joy in simplicity. Most of all, my hope for this blog is that the content would touch your spirit so that you, undoubtedly, know you are NOT alone on this messy journey through life.
This is so beautifully written. You are wise beyond your years and I’m so blessed to be able to witness your strength and compassion as you walk this path of forgiveness. I hope this is just the beginning of many more blog entries!